i’ve reached
that point where
loving you
hating me


When in danger, comfort others - Rose & Gus

1x06 “Dalek” vs. 5x16 “Yang 3 in 2D”

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He’s impossible to read.

(Source: communified, via matsuokis)

i’ll pretend
that i didn’t
hear all of the
words you said
when you thought
i would not notice.
i won’t hold you to
all of your whispers,
like how you can
admit you’re just
so very scared
because you
don’t know if
you love me.
because it’s
not very fair;
you thought
i was sleeping.


loving you is like
being so deathly thirsty and
having a big glass of ice water
on the table in front
of you ( you’re at a table for
this illustration ) and not being
able to drink it and then every
time you think you can you go
to grab it and somebody else grabs
it just before you can and you get
to watch them enjoy it - that’s what
loving you is like

Don’t leave

I mean
of course
Don’t walk out that door
I can’t stand my own company
I don’t know what to do
with my hands
and my skin feels
like I accidentally took the wrong one
when I was born

But also…
I need your mind
snugly wrapped around mine
so that I don’t feel…
like my synapses are firing
too fast
too fast
and they are going to

Please, my love
don’t take yourself away
from me
Don’t leave

I mean
Don’t slip your hand from mine
I need your touch
I need to see in your eyes
that you know me
you know who I am
that you see the things
I hide from the world

But also…
I need you
tethering me
without you
I will float off
into the atmosphere
I don’t think I exist
without you
holding me

So, my life , my love
don’t leave
like this

Max Mundan, Don’t Leave

© David Rutter 2014

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in my drunken haze,
i spilled my fears
it was so dark
i tried to bite down
it was so painful
i felt the blood
it was filling me
i was drowning

in my drunken haze
i told you that all of
it was alright
i was not dying
it wasn’t that bad
i am going to be fine
it was a lie of course
i was far from okay

in my drunken haze,
i pretended i forgot
it wasn’t true at all
i always remember.


"you’re so full of yourself" no i had a lot of insecurites and a low self esteem which i worked extremely hard to overcome and now i realize that im awesome and i dont care if you think otherwise

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